mo: Archive

5/12/13 - The End.

The final week of high school starts tomorrow. Nothing really to do at school except Honors Day in the afternoon. This is really happening. The ending is coming. I don’t think it’ll really sink in till the first few lonely nights of summer.

May 13th

5/10/13 - The Final Countdown.

Less than a week left till Grad. Shit’s getting real.

May 11th

5/8/13 - Clean.

I just have the strongest urge to clean, but no willpower to actually do it.

May 8th

5/7/13 - Senior.

It still doesn’t feel real that I’m an actual senior. But scholarship day was today and I actually got a scholarship, it was for $250 from Mrs. P’Pool. After school I hung out with Alex & Gray for a while. High School is quickly coming to an end.

May 8th

5/6/13 - Scholarship Day.

Tomorrow is Scholarship Day, being a senior is starting to feel real. I graduate high school, next fucking week.

May 7th

5/5/13 - DONE

I could sing a 4 minute song about how done I am right now.

May 6th

5/3/13 - Two Weeks.

school aubrey called me & gray into mrs. futrells office found lump on puff daddy alex brought me sonic after school we went home and napped went to murray to eat and go to walmart with my mom and dusty came home and now i’m bored ugh

May 4th

5/2/13 - Finally May.

15 days till graduation. Aubrey pissed us all off for the last time. Not dealing with her anymore. Issues was fucking amazing. Of Mice & Men was fucking amazing. A Day To Remember was fucking insane. I loved every single second of that show.

May 3rd

4/29/13 - No

Just not in the mood to deal with anyone’s shit anymore. I need it to be tomorrow night. I need a crowd full of people.

Apr 30th

4/27/13 - PROM

Prom was great, and after prom was amazing, and now I miss Alex lots and I wish he was sleeping beside me tonight.

Apr 28th

4/24/13 - Tired.

I’m just really tired. Can it please be May 17th.

Apr 25th

4/23/13 - Fucking Perfect.

Alex is fucking perfect, and I love the fuck out of him.

Apr 24th

4/22/13 - YOU MAKE ME LOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

New Sleeping With Sirens single came out today, and I love it so fucking much. I cannot wait until June 4th.

Apr 23rd

4/21/13 - I Don't Believe You.

It sucks when your boyfriend doesn’t believe you. Believe me I’d never lie to you. I don’t date ugly people and you know that.

Apr 22nd

4/20/13 - Bad Shit.

Aubrey had a miscarriage. I don’t know what to do, or how to help her. This shit just keeps getting more and more crazy.

Apr 20th

4/18/13 - Done.

I’m so done with you, you and you.

Apr 19th

4/17/13 - One Month.

one month till grad i’m so done with the people around me and school my graduation invites look fucking awful and i just wanna mail them out already but of course we have 0 envelopes and no stamps. fuck off.

Apr 17th

4/15/13 - Boston Marathon.

got alex’s scholarship day gift picked out what i wanted for alex to give me on scholarship day get tights for scholarship day get hair piece for scholarship day get hair piece for prom Also the Boston Marathon got bombed, and it’s really sad, I wish these horrible things would stop happening.

Apr 16th

4/14/13 - School.

Having to go to school tomorrow is making me wanna commit. These last 4 weeks need to go by quickly.

Apr 14th

4/13/13 - Savannah.

Savannah is still a cunt, what else is new?

Apr 13th

4/11/13 - Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I wanna go to the Spring Fever Tour so fucking bad. It kills me that Gray gets to go to it.

Apr 12th

4/10/13 - Bitch.

I feel like a bitch, but some girls I just do not like, and I won’t pretend to like them.

Apr 11th

4/9/13 - So Close.

Graduation is so close, and it’s getting to the point where I need it.

Apr 10th

4/8/13 - Over.

It’s so hard to let go. I love you so fucking much make you’re beginning to make me feel like shit, and like a horrible person, and I promised myself I’d never let this happen to me again. & That I could be strong enough to break up with someone when it came time for that. But I’m not strong enough. I’m not strong enough at all.

Apr 9th

4/7/13 - 2 Kewl 4 Skool

Back to school tomorrow. 6 weeks left.

Apr 8th

4/6/13 - Family First

Be ready to bring us your worst, this army is our family, oh this is our family, and family comes first. Evil Dead. Bitchy gas station workers, and Gray being really sick.

Apr 6th

4/4/13- fj;dskljfsldf

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Apr 5th

4/3/13 - Sigh.

Found out my little sister cuts herself today. Also got addicted to Pottermore. Fun. Fun. Fun.

Apr 4th

4/2/13 - Fat AF.

I really wish I had the self control to not eat as much as I do. It really sucks.

Apr 2nd

4/1/13 - Yep.

My two best friends fucked each other, and I can’t even give my boyfriend a decent blow job. Welcome to my life.

Apr 1st

3/30/13 - Spring Break.

Spring Break started yesterday and so far it’s been full of Alex, Aubrey & Gray. :)

Mar 31st

3/27/13 - Ruined.

I don’t even know how I manage to ruin so many things. I hate when my 3 favorite people on this Earth are all mad at me at once. Thought about suicide today. Was not fun.

Mar 28th

3/26/13 - Scholarships, Scholarships, Scholarships

Worked on them from 4:30, to about 8. Still not finished. Wanna have it all done by Thursday though.

Mar 27th

3/24/13 - Productive.

I actually got things done today. deep conditioned hair egg white face mask cleaned guinea pigs cage cleaned guinea pigs grease spots found out how much 4 years at MSU is gonna be worked on scholarships I still feel pretty sick though, and depressed.

Mar 24th

3/23/13 - Sad.

I just feel really depressed and sick today.

Mar 24th

3/22/13 - End of an Era.

My Chemical Romance broke up today. Oh my feels.

Mar 23rd

3/21/13 - LAST NIGHT

Was pretty fucking perfect, except for Kellin Quinn blowing us all off. I still love him to death, but I’ve lost respect for him. Also today is me & Alex’s 6 months.

Mar 21st

3/19/13 - TOMORROW.

All I can think about is tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow.

Mar 20th

3/18/13 - Idek

Weird Feelings. Just ready for it to be Wednesday. I need some concert therapy.

Mar 19th

3/17/13 - Mixed Feelings.

I don’t know how I feel about a lot of things. But I think that’s okay. I’m only 18. I have time to figure things out.

Mar 18th

3/16/13 - Hair Dye Fart

The past few days have been okay. Nothing to complain about.

Mar 16th

3/12/13 - Bored

I’m bored and sick of the same old thing. I need graduation to hurry up. I’m so sick of the same shit in high school.

Mar 13th

3/11/13 - Trouble

I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE WHEN YOU WALKED IN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I’m so bored with high school. Oh MY GOD.

Mar 11th

3/10/13 - Family

“I’m glad you’re my sister” From Savannah. I really want to know my little siblings better, so much better.

Mar 11th

3/9/13 - Great Night

I feel like my posts on here are so bipolar. One day I’m sad, the next I’m happy. But anyways, went & saw OZ with Alex, Gray & Aubrey. :)

Mar 9th

3/7/13- Failure

I feel like a failure. I failed my COMPASS test for the 2nd time. Missed being C&CR by one point.

Mar 7th

3/6/13 - Single

Being single sounds better & better everyday.

Mar 7th

3/5/13 - Fixed.

Today was a good dave.

Mar 6th

3/4/13 - Stressed

Something needs to change, and it needs to change soon. I can’t handle this stress much longer.

Mar 4th

3/3/13 - Part 2

GET OVER YOURSELF PLEASE

Mar 4th