5/12/13 - The End.
The final week of high school starts tomorrow. Nothing really to do at school except Honors Day in the afternoon. This is really happening. The ending is coming. I don’t think it’ll really sink in till the first few lonely nights of summer.
5/10/13 - The Final Countdown.
Less than a week left till Grad. Shit’s getting real.
5/8/13 - Clean.
I just have the strongest urge to clean, but no willpower to actually do it.
5/7/13 - Senior.
It still doesn’t feel real that I’m an actual senior. But scholarship day was today and I actually got a scholarship, it was for $250 from Mrs. P’Pool. After school I hung out with Alex & Gray for a while. High School is quickly coming to an end.
5/6/13 - Scholarship Day.
Tomorrow is Scholarship Day, being a senior is starting to feel real. I graduate high school, next fucking week.
5/5/13 - DONE
I could sing a 4 minute song about how done I am right now.
5/3/13 - Two Weeks.
school aubrey called me & gray into mrs. futrells office found lump on puff daddy alex brought me sonic after school we went home and napped went to murray to eat and go to walmart with my mom and dusty came home and now i’m bored ugh
5/2/13 - Finally May.
15 days till graduation. Aubrey pissed us all off for the last time. Not dealing with her anymore. Issues was fucking amazing. Of Mice & Men was fucking amazing. A Day To Remember was fucking insane. I loved every single second of that show.
4/29/13 - No
Just not in the mood to deal with anyone’s shit anymore. I need it to be tomorrow night. I need a crowd full of people.
4/27/13 - PROM
Prom was great, and after prom was amazing, and now I miss Alex lots and I wish he was sleeping beside me tonight.
4/24/13 - Tired.
I’m just really tired. Can it please be May 17th.
4/23/13 - Fucking Perfect.
Alex is fucking perfect, and I love the fuck out of him.
4/22/13 - YOU MAKE ME LOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
New Sleeping With Sirens single came out today, and I love it so fucking much. I cannot wait until June 4th.
4/21/13 - I Don't Believe You.
It sucks when your boyfriend doesn’t believe you. Believe me I’d never lie to you. I don’t date ugly people and you know that.
4/20/13 - Bad Shit.
Aubrey had a miscarriage. I don’t know what to do, or how to help her. This shit just keeps getting more and more crazy.
4/18/13 - Done.
I’m so done with you, you and you.
4/17/13 - One Month.
one month till grad i’m so done with the people around me and school my graduation invites look fucking awful and i just wanna mail them out already but of course we have 0 envelopes and no stamps. fuck off.
4/15/13 - Boston Marathon.
got alex’s scholarship day gift picked out what i wanted for alex to give me on scholarship day get tights for scholarship day get hair piece for scholarship day get hair piece for prom Also the Boston Marathon got bombed, and it’s really sad, I wish these horrible things would stop happening.
4/14/13 - School.
Having to go to school tomorrow is making me wanna commit. These last 4 weeks need to go by quickly.
4/13/13 - Savannah.
Savannah is still a cunt, what else is new?
4/11/13 - Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I wanna go to the Spring Fever Tour so fucking bad. It kills me that Gray gets to go to it.
4/10/13 - Bitch.
I feel like a bitch, but some girls I just do not like, and I won’t pretend to like them.
4/9/13 - So Close.
Graduation is so close, and it’s getting to the point where I need it.
4/8/13 - Over.
It’s so hard to let go. I love you so fucking much make you’re beginning to make me feel like shit, and like a horrible person, and I promised myself I’d never let this happen to me again. & That I could be strong enough to break up with someone when it came time for that. But I’m not strong enough. I’m not strong enough at all.
4/7/13 - 2 Kewl 4 Skool
Back to school tomorrow. 6 weeks left.
4/6/13 - Family First
Be ready to bring us your worst, this army is our family, oh this is our family, and family comes first. Evil Dead. Bitchy gas station workers, and Gray being really sick.
4/3/13 - Sigh.
Found out my little sister cuts herself today. Also got addicted to Pottermore. Fun. Fun. Fun.
4/2/13 - Fat AF.
I really wish I had the self control to not eat as much as I do. It really sucks.
4/1/13 - Yep.
My two best friends fucked each other, and I can’t even give my boyfriend a decent blow job. Welcome to my life.
3/30/13 - Spring Break.
Spring Break started yesterday and so far it’s been full of Alex, Aubrey & Gray. :)
3/27/13 - Ruined.
I don’t even know how I manage to ruin so many things. I hate when my 3 favorite people on this Earth are all mad at me at once. Thought about suicide today. Was not fun.
3/26/13 - Scholarships, Scholarships, Scholarships
Worked on them from 4:30, to about 8. Still not finished. Wanna have it all done by Thursday though.
3/24/13 - Productive.
I actually got things done today. deep conditioned hair egg white face mask cleaned guinea pigs cage cleaned guinea pigs grease spots found out how much 4 years at MSU is gonna be worked on scholarships I still feel pretty sick though, and depressed.
3/23/13 - Sad.
I just feel really depressed and sick today.
3/22/13 - End of an Era.
My Chemical Romance broke up today. Oh my feels.
3/21/13 - LAST NIGHT
Was pretty fucking perfect, except for Kellin Quinn blowing us all off. I still love him to death, but I’ve lost respect for him. Also today is me & Alex’s 6 months.
3/19/13 - TOMORROW.
All I can think about is tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow.
3/18/13 - Idek
Weird Feelings. Just ready for it to be Wednesday. I need some concert therapy.
3/17/13 - Mixed Feelings.
I don’t know how I feel about a lot of things. But I think that’s okay. I’m only 18. I have time to figure things out.
3/16/13 - Hair Dye Fart
The past few days have been okay. Nothing to complain about.
3/12/13 - Bored
I’m bored and sick of the same old thing. I need graduation to hurry up. I’m so sick of the same shit in high school.
3/11/13 - Trouble
I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE WHEN YOU WALKED IN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I’m so bored with high school. Oh MY GOD.
3/10/13 - Family
“I’m glad you’re my sister” From Savannah. I really want to know my little siblings better, so much better.
3/9/13 - Great Night
I feel like my posts on here are so bipolar. One day I’m sad, the next I’m happy. But anyways, went & saw OZ with Alex, Gray & Aubrey. :)
I feel like a failure. I failed my COMPASS test for the 2nd time. Missed being C&CR by one point.
3/6/13 - Single
Being single sounds better & better everyday.
3/5/13 - Fixed.
Today was a good dave.
3/4/13 - Stressed
Something needs to change, and it needs to change soon. I can’t handle this stress much longer.
3/3/13 - Part 2
GET OVER YOURSELF PLEASE